I have suffered the most devastating loss . . . my recently finished, yet to be acclaimed, masterpiece "My Vintage Soul" was destroyed last week.
Thursday night, as I dealt with my insomnia by blogging and shopping on eBay, at 1:00 a.m. an unearthly crash shook the house - and lying on the hardwood floor in front of the fireplace was the face-down remnants of "MY VINTAGE SOUL". As my husband lifted and turned it face-up, we discovered that not only were all the ceramic, vintage figurines crushed, but many of the rolled fabric forms crushed. Apparently the 150 lb (supposedly) picture hooks I used were inadequate.
I am thoroughly crushed and cannot even face going into the studio right now.
This is a complete wash. I can re-install some other figurines and re-work it - but this was the seminal piece of my new series and will never be able to re-capture the joy I felt as I created it - as it formed beneath my hands and revealed itself to me.
It is a memory - a figment of my imagination.
I am considering a burial or a cremation. This was to be the highlight of my new exhibition.
In deep mourning,
For Art's Sake,
Sher
Thursday night, as I dealt with my insomnia by blogging and shopping on eBay, at 1:00 a.m. an unearthly crash shook the house - and lying on the hardwood floor in front of the fireplace was the face-down remnants of "MY VINTAGE SOUL". As my husband lifted and turned it face-up, we discovered that not only were all the ceramic, vintage figurines crushed, but many of the rolled fabric forms crushed. Apparently the 150 lb (supposedly) picture hooks I used were inadequate.
I am thoroughly crushed and cannot even face going into the studio right now.
This is a complete wash. I can re-install some other figurines and re-work it - but this was the seminal piece of my new series and will never be able to re-capture the joy I felt as I created it - as it formed beneath my hands and revealed itself to me.
It is a memory - a figment of my imagination.
I am considering a burial or a cremation. This was to be the highlight of my new exhibition.
In deep mourning,
For Art's Sake,
Sher